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About Me Member Fantasy Writer ArashiSeisai18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Fri Nov 13, 2009, 1:55 AM
I fall
No will to catch myself anymore
No will to breathe
to see
to eat
drink
I let the insanity embrace me


Sudden air
a chance
a hand of one that cares
of one who doesn't lie
of one who stays
I grasp yet I still hurt


Everything is in slow motion
I don't care to watch it....
to listen
I just want to hold to that hand
the hand of one who never left


It hurts to smile to laugh
but not with that hand
with that hand the pain is gone
I worry
for my past
for those in my past


I give up
I exist merely to exist
and to prove
that I can survive
as I have before


Let me stand now
Let me see now
Let me breathe now
Let me hear now
Let me live!


I will not fall to this
I should have listened
when I was told by the one I trusted
"Everyone leaves"
I know my hand will pull away
they all do
But I can only focus on the present


Try to breathe
Try to see
Try to survive
Try to exist


But I have changed
and I won't be who I was
I can't. But I will survive.




Peace be to all.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The Rose
  • Reading: My Past
  • Watching: The World and lives I cared for fall apart
  • Playing: To tired for games.
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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  • Current Residence: My own little world
  • Favourite movie: Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: What ever I can sing too.
  • Favourite genre of music: What ever catches my ear.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Depends
  • Skin of choice: The one I'm wearing.
  • Favourite game: Kindom Hearts II
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sessho-maru-sama~ The Fluffy-sama!!!
  • Personal Quote: "Well, here comes a very strange beast which in all tongues is called a fool."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and Pencil

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:iconshnasberries:
Hi :)
Thanks so much for adding my work to your collection! I really appreciate the support. :thanks::+favlove:
xoxo
Sarah Ashley

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You know you love me.
"Live, Laugh, Love."
xoxo
:iconblacksheep5555:
Thanks for adding "My eyes are on you" in your eyes collection.
I appreciate it !
:hug:

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:iconthekonstruct:
thanks for the watch as well!!

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Kyle

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.
:iconthekonstruct:
thanks for all your support!!

:)

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Kyle

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.
:iconguitaruu:
Heyy thanx for the d'watch ^^ xxxxxxxx
:iconarashiseisai:
^^ no problem

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"I say next Meet we let Clay catch our dinner. A bunny buffet." He grinned down at me. "Or guinea pig. He knows how to carve up a guinea pig." "No, I don’t," I said. "They never let me finish." ~Clayton and Antonio Savage~
:icondrakkarius:
thanks for the fav ^^

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The black dragon<^>The shadow is my way to follow
:iconarashiseisai:
^_^ nothing to thank

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"I say next Meet we let Clay catch our dinner. A bunny buffet." He grinned down at me. "Or guinea pig. He knows how to carve up a guinea pig." "No, I don’t," I said. "They never let me finish." ~Clayton and Antonio Savage~
:iconarashiseisai:
nothing to thank.

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"I say next Meet we let Clay catch our dinner. A bunny buffet." He grinned down at me. "Or guinea pig. He knows how to carve up a guinea pig." "No, I don’t," I said. "They never let me finish." ~Clayton and Antonio Savage~

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